AriRih123 (2016-06-06 13:55:45)

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Beer and whiskey bottles broken glass all over the floor cutting the bottom of my feet but I don't feel it anymore, people tell me that my dear Rose is dead but I don't believe them, they said I watched her die but I can't remember anything besides the nightmares that haunt me in my sleep. I've been forcefully studied upon that the reason I don't remember is because of the trauma I'm shutting out reality, but if that's true why would anyone want to be in reality? I take another sip of my glass of whiskey in this very dark room, I decided not to go out anywhere unless its the liquor store and back. Suddenly there was a knock at the door I get up and open it. Its the last person I expected- Roses father. I wipe the whiskey from my lips and nod. "Wha'er you doin' here?" Slurring my words, I haven't been sober in months and everything is becoming numb.

"I thought about what you said to me when we talked at the hospital a year ago, I decided to tell you the real story about who she was and why my ex wife and son hated her, all but me. The fact you killed my son with your own hands. But if it's a bad time I can come back another time," He said in a low voice as he nodded toward red glassed over eyes and stubbled unshaved chin. I just shrug open the door wider and wave him in, not remembering saying anything to the man in front of me besides that night I came over. And about killing his son I don't remember either but maybe its from all the liquor I have drank. Hes careful to step over the broken glass making his way to the couch he sits down and stares.

"How did you find me?" slurring my words.
"Talked to the police, told me you'd be here," He nodded towards my messy death house.
"Alright so get to the point why are you here?" Trying to straighten myself out.
He took a photograph out of his pocket and sighed a shakey sigh. "I'm going to tell you the reason why tanner and my wife hated her,"
That name, I hate that name the sound of it is making a bitter taste on my tongue. "What is it then, I'm tired of hearing of him and I don't remember anything of that night honestly, doctors say I'm in senile that I have temporary anastasia because my brain doesn't want to remember, on top of drinking and drug addiction they say I may never remember but let me tell you something else I used to be in a gang, the leader of a gang I seen worse then you can possibly imagine Rose is the love of my life, I say is because I know she is alive so not one more person can tell me she's not dead," I spit out the words like venom. He nods with tears in his eyes his mouth shut so tight he has to clear his throat before he speaks. "I will just get on with it then, my wife and son hated Rose because I cheated on my wife with another women and later she became pregnant she had rose and she became very ill, too ill to take care of rose so one day she dropped her off at our door and ran off. I talked my wife into keeping her, two or three years after I confessed that I cheated on her, she was eight months pregnant with Tanner at the time. When Tanner was old enough my wife told tanner the story, he learned to hate Rose, and my wife did not care for her. We ended up getting divorced Tanner would visit and pretend to be nice but Rose never knew she thought my wife was her mother, I never did tell her the truth."


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